You’ve barely been around and when you have been, you treat me like shit. I’m only living in your god forsaken house because my mom paid for my plane ticket and wants me to go to college out here. I’m not changing who I am just because you went off and fucked some woman and had a fucking child with her. They aren’t my family. She isn’t my mother. I am not one of her “babies.” He isn’t my little brother and they are not my sisters. I’ll stay in my room so you can all go along with your lives like I wasn’t even here. I’ll come out every now and then to eat and use the bathroom and whatever, but I refuse to sit around and watch tv with an annoying little brat and three people who hardly speak any english. Because when I am downstairs, they’re either watching some Filipino drama or are off on the computers.
If I could go home now, I would. If I could go back to my home, I would.
I was emailing my mom, because I don’t have any other way of talking to her. Know what she said to me, referring to me and my brother?
You two need to know that you only have each other for family so support, love and hang on to each other
And you know what, she’s right. You aren’t part of our family any more. You were nothing but the fucking sperm donor. You treated my family like shit when you lived with us and I hope your new wife sees the way you treat her and her daughters and leaves your sorry ass.
Fuck. you.
